we just finished eating. they said it was good pasta. i agreed with them. sy gave me a 9/10! wow. heheh. it was penne pasta with tomato base sauce with pork. added my little extra ingredients inside and it taste damn good!! hehehe im proud of myself. education not wasted! =)
she messaged me on msn last night. well, 3am to be exact. i waited for her reply for so long. she didnt even reply. i waited till the sun came up. i didnt sleep last night and today i was suppose to serve 4 pax. somehow i managed to be awake and alert and did my part. everything i did today was ok. no complaints from the lecturer. so i guess its all good.
i came home, feeling awfully tired, went to pay the apartment bills. the lady was like, can you come back tomorrow? i was like, can you please give me an exception? she was like ok. hahaha in a way i just flirted with an indian. ewwww!! but at least i got what needs to be done. after that i came home, there was this guy who lives on the highest floor and was complaining that his roof is leaking because of leakage of the pipes and water storage area on the roof. so he was telling me if everyone said yes, he can get management to change the pipes and fix the problem. i just agreed and stood there listening to his babbling.
after that i came home, took of my shirt and died on the bed. it was like 5pm. woke up at 8pm because widad called for no known reason. 2 more people called but i dont know who they are. just unknown people on my phone. so yeah. i guess i was dead asleep then, it was like 6.30pm when they called. so yeah. when i woke up, i bathe and went straight to cooking dinner for the guys. they enjoyed the food. im glad. no complaints at all. i love it!! again, ill say that im proud of myself.
i've never realized that she's such an angry person. her msn nick is like anger all the way. when i was with her, she doesnt get mad easily. i guess she's changed. i dont know if its good or not but i just wish her all the best. i mean, she's still my ex. i still do care and love her. sigh. i loved her. but im willing to love her again. sigh.
tomorrow i have to get up early for breakfast with widad in college, then go to kat's place to finish up our F&B project and back to college to help out in the kitchen and dinner in college. sigh. i dont think i can make it through kitchen without fainting. these few days has been intense. sigh.
on the 28th and 29th, i would be in college helping out for a charity event. we will be making around 3000+ packages of food. the charity is for helping kids in east timor that has little food and shelter. when they showed us the video of the kids, it touched my heart. it really did. i mean, the normal necessities we have is like luxury to them. i always wanted to be involved in this kind of charity programs. so yeah. the whole thing is about 3000+ people will be fasting for 30 hours. after that we will go to the place and distribute the food packages. so thats that.
im so frigging tired but im not that sleepy. im so odd. i think i am going to die tomorrow. before i even reach college ill just fall dead on the ground of the way to to my car. heh. im dead.
i love my pasta. its good shit. mode was like saying we could make a business out of this. hey, come to think of it, i might just go for it. i mean ... i just got myself an oven last night and i can bake bread. can sell them for like 50 cents each. they taste them good! hehehe.
somehow, the feeling of me being down is always there. it just sticks in my head. when i am not doing anything ... i just feel so down. i dont know whats wrong with me. i just wished all of this feelings would just go away and leave me alone. i want to be happy again. i want to be loved again. i want to feel how is it like to be loved again. i want to feel how is it like to have the first kiss again. but my wishes never come true. every year i blow the candles out, make a wish, cut the cake. not even one wish has came true. so i guess i am just unlucky.
after college, i think i would migrate to somewhere far. i dont think i can handle the lifestyle here. i want a new environment that is totally new to me to adapt. i've been here and everyones been feeding me with the silver spoon. i just dont want that anymore. i want to start over a new life and be away from this place. no more memories, no more thoughts. just a new life.
rick.
she messaged me on msn last night. well, 3am to be exact. i waited for her reply for so long. she didnt even reply. i waited till the sun came up. i didnt sleep last night and today i was suppose to serve 4 pax. somehow i managed to be awake and alert and did my part. everything i did today was ok. no complaints from the lecturer. so i guess its all good.
i came home, feeling awfully tired, went to pay the apartment bills. the lady was like, can you come back tomorrow? i was like, can you please give me an exception? she was like ok. hahaha in a way i just flirted with an indian. ewwww!! but at least i got what needs to be done. after that i came home, there was this guy who lives on the highest floor and was complaining that his roof is leaking because of leakage of the pipes and water storage area on the roof. so he was telling me if everyone said yes, he can get management to change the pipes and fix the problem. i just agreed and stood there listening to his babbling.
after that i came home, took of my shirt and died on the bed. it was like 5pm. woke up at 8pm because widad called for no known reason. 2 more people called but i dont know who they are. just unknown people on my phone. so yeah. i guess i was dead asleep then, it was like 6.30pm when they called. so yeah. when i woke up, i bathe and went straight to cooking dinner for the guys. they enjoyed the food. im glad. no complaints at all. i love it!! again, ill say that im proud of myself.
i've never realized that she's such an angry person. her msn nick is like anger all the way. when i was with her, she doesnt get mad easily. i guess she's changed. i dont know if its good or not but i just wish her all the best. i mean, she's still my ex. i still do care and love her. sigh. i loved her. but im willing to love her again. sigh.
tomorrow i have to get up early for breakfast with widad in college, then go to kat's place to finish up our F&B project and back to college to help out in the kitchen and dinner in college. sigh. i dont think i can make it through kitchen without fainting. these few days has been intense. sigh.
on the 28th and 29th, i would be in college helping out for a charity event. we will be making around 3000+ packages of food. the charity is for helping kids in east timor that has little food and shelter. when they showed us the video of the kids, it touched my heart. it really did. i mean, the normal necessities we have is like luxury to them. i always wanted to be involved in this kind of charity programs. so yeah. the whole thing is about 3000+ people will be fasting for 30 hours. after that we will go to the place and distribute the food packages. so thats that.
im so frigging tired but im not that sleepy. im so odd. i think i am going to die tomorrow. before i even reach college ill just fall dead on the ground of the way to to my car. heh. im dead.
i love my pasta. its good shit. mode was like saying we could make a business out of this. hey, come to think of it, i might just go for it. i mean ... i just got myself an oven last night and i can bake bread. can sell them for like 50 cents each. they taste them good! hehehe.
somehow, the feeling of me being down is always there. it just sticks in my head. when i am not doing anything ... i just feel so down. i dont know whats wrong with me. i just wished all of this feelings would just go away and leave me alone. i want to be happy again. i want to be loved again. i want to feel how is it like to be loved again. i want to feel how is it like to have the first kiss again. but my wishes never come true. every year i blow the candles out, make a wish, cut the cake. not even one wish has came true. so i guess i am just unlucky.
after college, i think i would migrate to somewhere far. i dont think i can handle the lifestyle here. i want a new environment that is totally new to me to adapt. i've been here and everyones been feeding me with the silver spoon. i just dont want that anymore. i want to start over a new life and be away from this place. no more memories, no more thoughts. just a new life.
rick.
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